A New Year for The Muslim.

Well, a new year for me too. A lot to think and many to accomplish,that are what bothering me to pick up deeds which one DO I think... HAPPY MAAL HIJRAH - 1431. & Happy Birthday to me-18th Dec.

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My rambling thoughts.

Quality time usually can be shatered by the unorganised decision maker,thats me! One of the million single mom I think who had to rush all over to settle everything...as it might be looked upon by someone though. Hence, it cud change as this mom had already awakened and mingled with folks around the world.How? That's the miracle of beeing a blogger eh?We cud travel around in a second and in no time we cramped all the views and places onto our minds...just in one click...that's me of course. Not to mention too about the grafic 3D and so-and so, there's a lot more on photos and pictures that can be turned into images similar to what's in mind!Now back to net-working.I really don't know about others but as for me, I'm comfortable with Fb,Tagged,Twitters, Netlog,GibLink, Spicepage,blogger, Survey.com & more...There're friends everywhere and promptly like what you really are. Just be yourself like I just did. Yeah..but to tell the truth, sometimes u can be bucketing along to and fro in a hastening manner, rushing to ur assignment, simply stumble to someone's beck and call, thats just like me. That's my choice and I love every bit of it as..ehem...as I got no ties other than my family @ kids or is there someone?? Keep it a secret! Ha ha... No matter what, but now I 'm learning to enjoy my life and be happy.Only now!!???

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Family...Hem, talking about family and holiday...well I 'm in debt with my kids. I promise to spend times & holidaying with them to their grandma's place but sorry!No gain and all in vain! I heard that big brother wanted to demolish the attached old house and built a new one. Wow! A long wait that is. So I phone mom to make sure and cancel Perak...Then, I quickly brought 4 of my kids perpetually to Jaya Jusco without haste and in the end,had really swirled off at the family entertaining corner.Poor tokens, bought and thrown.We spent one hour playing games & riding the 'multiply vehicles' there. Thank God, they had really gained happiness with marvelous & terrific moments there.Soon,I realised but too late knowing that I'd made holes in my pocket..hu huu..but loving is a weird feelings.We sometimes can be too maddening to ensure the happiness of the beloved ones.Willing to sacrifice,work harder,spare & spent times and even made mistakes for their loves.Oops...cudn't load my photos... Yes,it can wait!

Korban/sacrifice ?

From the language context, korban or sacrifice means to draw closer, while in technical terms, it means to perform religious obligations or obey Allah the Al-Mighty’s command in order to be closer to Allah the Al-Mighty.

At the end of the Hajj, Muslims throughout the world celebrate the holiday of Eid al-Adha . Allah has given us power over animals and allowed us to eat meat, but only if we pronounce His name at the solemn act of taking life. Muslims slaughter animals in the same way throughout the year. By saying the name of Allah at the time of slaughter, we are reminded that life is sacred.

Eid el Adha

Sure good and interesting festival to be told about. As usuall my family too had many memorable moments that day. Only that there're never ever time to record all. One thing for sure, we hadn't visiting my mom in KK as well as visiting others.Well nobody to blame due to everybody were busy and excited of seeing the art of slaughtering & butchering which took place at the chosen spot for 'Lembu Kurban' . I still could remembered the day when my relatives shared in this bounty... Then the excess meat,giving and passing... after that every mom and sisters in each house were apt to get ready the dish and cooking. aah..the lavish meal was ready and the next thing we did was eating and cleared all out hi hi...

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My heart told me.

• My heart said.
• Cheer up and no fear.
• Still there is a helper around, dear.
• Cry not and wiped your tears.
• Every sadness will then disappear.
• Living my thoughts so beyond my mind.
• So deep my love upon the heart sublime.
• What's gone ever cud not rewind.
• The hurts must not again counter mine.
• Lets bygone be bygone and leave it clear.
• Never again reopen your depth thy inner.
• Shoot your stars wish for another.
• Sweet & true love will perfectly do cover...
• -adz

01.13pm 22th November. Today, got a lot to talk about but it just wudn't blend well to utter in words.I felt confused.To think all way back before my marriage...Life mixed with love was so ludicrously simple as I imagine it will be.Who wudn't feel it when your heart beat tremendously & the nerves jerked shockingly as someone said those 3 magic words, I love u! But it wasn't that easy babe! For me there's so many hazard and obstacle together with a heap of ventures at stake...But I dare risk it just to hear the words...and of course apart from beeing said over and over again, I plunged into marriage life.It was a happy romantic ceremony.My way through... So it was as in fairy tales, married to a handsome prince and live happily ever after. Then the mirracle happened, like a blink of an eye,I gave birth to ten beautiful princesses and charming princes,hooked and abide by their needs and deeds.Year after year,my days were full of laughters,sweetness,in solidarity,sadness and happiness. Engulfed with loves and tendings around me. Yes, absolutely hard works bringing them up but yet utterly satisfaction overwhelmed me.I loved my husband and family. Then the expectation became wild and like a huge Twister, it spin my life and wounded my life. As 'nature' took what was already mine.He was lost to us forever!My life and career erupted over the next few years.My savings entirely gone.What am I going to do with my kids hanging & depends on me? Thats life!There are still living persons who cares.Helps poured down. Suddenly I wake up, try to sit back, then I stand and started to walk. I tried to rake in the dough... Now I'm still struggling & striving upwards for our life.By God's will and pray, I 'll survive. Still, there's completely a long way to step on if we're in a positive mind. No more turning back!

My thoughts again.

05.45pm. Don't know why I'm in for babling term again today.This moment am in my home with the feelings of a loner...(my kids're out for school outdoor games,my youngest infant is also out strolling with her sister.) My time is so free that i cud breath the fresh air and feel it. Even the ambience and it's tranquility are drugging my memories. Whoa...I cud be writing and rambling for hours if this serenity poured into my veins and mind. Okay, what am i going to pluck now?About this coming holiday and the plans? Sounds encouraging emm.. Let me contrive to this.A lot of ways to accomplish the exciting school-holiday- to- be.First thing that cross my mind is the time management. Parents should sought and pin up the schedule all holidays long.There's no playtime without lessons in mind, ought to be games and drill(on subjects) that will be screwing their leasure times.I think one and a half hour is quite contented. secondly is the service to mom & dad,hence to the family. As a member to our great unity or family,there's always a role of give-and-take beeing whelmed in eachone. Make do with this okay.The third one is the fun & enjoy activities.Aha...everybody can enjoy and love this planning-to-be. Parents can decide but please hear out to our kids thoughts and demands if they're not too conceivable. So in a matter of facts,this is it...I cud only lay out what's hanging on mom@teacher'mind about holiday planning should be I'm sure. Happy holiday children! 08.00pm. Back again. Something is in my mind right now.Am thinking about my kids holiday.Of course they'll pick up their grandma's place as their easy solution.Consequently,there're many choice of places situated around Taiping & Kuala Kangsar that can be their target 'cuti-cuti Malaysia'. So lets give 'em something there! Holiday...Just wait for us!

My thoughts today.

Am splashing my mind today over my moments and moments here at home......Times tick by every second as we're too engrosed with our mission & heaps of deals.Even not much to do in a first or second assignment but alas, we should keep on our pace ahead, it's a long way to go actually. Ones never know what is kept for 'em in future. I realise something today after undergo my position as mom.I missed a lot.There's always a responsibility within us that we had to fulfill and failed to realise somehow.As a matter of facts it leads us to another way round.I had too many task to handle and well,I hardly mess it anyway.For example take my daughter as a hit kay. She's a three years sweety and for her age now she's desperately needed lots of love among her family (count her dad out of this).Dealings with so many chores as I mentioned just now, She is absolutely neglected by her 9 siblings that is far older than her.They're at the boarding school,daily school,studies and also having a side-in-come target by temporary work.. Yes, she missed them alright.So,I'm the one who should entertained & pampered her as to boost her feelings. Yeap. I flunked,failed to past the grade of a perfect mom. I have performed my duty by taking care of her spick-and-span,buying her needs,toys and taught her to pray,recite prayers,read Muqaddam,to know alphabets and numbers...so-and so. But still there's amiss. I heard her complain about me beeing so busy and abandon her in certain matters.I can if I try hard enough but that's life.We made mistakes and then wake up to remedy and alter the awry, I'm at my best not to topple anyway. Win her love back now even in a small act or whatsever. Not just her but all my kids.I do love you so much kiddo!I'll make it up to an extend ...??!!....if it means to take a bit of my precious time.

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Calls for sleep education for children

Children should be taught the importance of a good night's sleep in school, health experts have claimed. The comments follow a survey which shows 60 per cent of people believe sleep education should even be included in the national curriculum. Jessica Alexander, of The Sleep Council, said the lack of education about sleep and the factors critical to achieving the necessary quantity and quality "must be addressed in schools as well as the home if today's youngsters are to take the subject seriously".

Of those parents surveyed, two thirds claimed they worried about the amount or quality of sleep their children got. Ninety-six per cent said they appreciated that a lack of sleep or poor quality sleep can be damaging to the health and wellbeing of children. Worryingly though, 67 per cent of the respondents said they had never been advised about the importance of a good night's sleep by a GP, health visitor, midwife, teacher, specialist consultant or university lecturer.

Of those who had been advised, only six per cent had received the information by a teacher. "Sleep is a basic and fundamental human requirement and is vitally important for good physical, mental and emotional health," said independent sleep consultant Dr Neil Stanley. "It's crucial for memory, learning and growth which means that it is necessary for children to get enough sleep. The government's Change 4 Life programme does not mention sleep, either, let alone it getting taught in school."

Dr Chris Idzikowski, from the Edinburgh Sleep Centre, added: "Our education system must take this subject on board in a serious and structured way. "We teach children about nutrition and ensure regular exercise is part of their weekly activities but the third critical ingredient of a healthy lifestyle – sleep – is barely touched upon." Health experts warn poor sleep habits from an early age can lead to long-term sleep problems.

Lack of sleep is also directly linked to obesity, heart disease, mental illnesses and other life-threatening conditions in later life.

info from British.Com Friday 23/10/

Waiting for the bus.

Alright, my baby kid still as lovable as before, she loves possing. Last Monday, I took her & went strolling around town as one escapism for me. As usual when I felt lousy and near the nerve racking it's better to be light hearted by headed to town and do some shopping. Yeah..shopping but just enough to feeds my baby's gear. Now here she is...as my chaperon at the bus stand waiting for when-to-arrive bus. Nearly took us an hour but she survive playing around the'pillar'. She's really a dear waiting patiently. She's my loving dearest youngest baby, Raja Adlina Elissa.

'Self pity'...

Times elapse without notice and soon it struck back hard into our mind so acutely that we hardly breath. Where is our past life ? What had happened? Why? To be feelings this bad over oneself is not wise as there's no self pity can heal anything, hence to forgo our future or vice versa. Yeah..Sometimes ones are truly busy cooped up with house chores, caught up in an endless work and also attending to the need of others.There're so many things to do and too little time for one self, and for ones need.Can we abandon our needs just to slave ourself for others?Does it help to restore our happiness then?Why don't we spare some times to ourself too, which includes sleeping well, eating properly, relaxing and having a good quality time. Be fair and pampered yourself as it wud sucked a lot of good things and reflect back to shine everybody arounds you. If you had neglected yourself for a very long time so this is it... you could do some changes..and find true happiness. KEEP ON DREAMING BUT DON'T FORGET TO WALK ON TOWARDS YOUR DESTINY AND REVEAL YOUR DREAMS...-adz HAPPINESS......It's not a matter of how much you possess. It's a matter of warmth,understanding and loving.

Poem to ponder.

Bright Star: Campion's Film About the Life and Love of Keats

p/s: Turned out to be so sentimental over
 my personal life this few days....
so takes time to read some poems 
& here is something to share with...
-aulia adz.

by John Keats

A thing of beauty is a joy for ever: Its loveliness increases; it will never Pass into nothingness; but still will keep A bower quiet for us, and a sleep Full of sweet dreams, and health, and quiet breathing. Therefore, on every morrow, are we wreathing A flowery band to bind us to the earth, Spite of despondence, of the inhuman dearth Of noble natures, of the gloomy days, Of all the unhealthy and o'er-darkened ways Made for our searching: yes, in spite of all, Some shape of beauty moves away the pall From our dark spirits. Such the sun, the moon, Trees old and young, sprouting a shady boon For simple sheep; and such are daffodils With the green world they live in; and clear rills That for themselves a cooling covert make 'Gainst the hot season; the mid forest brake, Rich with a sprinkling of fair musk-rose blooms: And such too is the grandeur of the dooms We have imagined for the mighty dead; All lovely tales that we have heard or read: An endless fountain of immortal drink, Pouring unto us from the heaven's brink. Nor do we merely feel these essences For one short hour; no, even as the trees That whisper round a temple become soon Dear as the temple's self, so does the moon, The passion poesy, glories infinite, Haunt us till they become a cheering light Unto our souls, and bound to us so fast, That, whether there be shine, or gloom o'ercast, They alway must be with us, or we die.

At last we meet again!

It's been nearly 2 years that I last laid my eyes on her, dearest widowed aunt in Gerik,Perak. Luckily for me,on last Hari Raya I had a quick look in her place along with my loving mom and sis. We started to ride on at about 11 a.m and arrived at 12.30 pm. Yes,on the way, we stop by at the famous 'Ikan Bakar Restaurant' and my sis had a hand in choosing the menu for a take-away lunch.The journey was not too long due to the highway route and it was so much different from our last trip there around last 20 years back as I remembered, it took more hours to reach there. Sure do, a lot of improvement nowadays. By the way 2 of my kids trailed along with me and thank God, they had a peaceful nap by my left and right side, em..it looked like I would had a few minutes to my self and hoping to feast my eyes on the out-looking views. The hours ended sooner than I thought. Phew...we had already parked our cars. So upon our arrival, we kiss & hug lovingly holding each other's hands, having no time in letting out a whole lot of news to be shared and cherished. I still recalled the look of her when she was a lot younger, it turned out to be not much different. She's quite strong and agile compared to her 86 years of old age and my mom 68 years old. I called her Mak Lang Mah as a second sister to my mom and alright,I soon realised they look a lot in common. Amazingly too, she had time to be Guru Quraan to a few children nearby.. She's a dear and we spent about 3hours there... having eaten our ready bought lunch,performed our Jamak(praying time), chat about past years and old photos. Talking about old times sake, she calmly showed us an old albums with a few priceless photos of our ancestors.I felt very impressed of her wise aspiration and courteous act to keep these albums and I gallantly like to share them with my kids. Here is what old folks life beeing shown out & be noticed. Our second destiny was to Padang Assam,visiting Wan cik Sidah, my grandfather's sister near Padang Rengas. She was over 80 too and quite fragile. She only laid down on bed and had already half remembered our names. I was thankful had times with her than. The third relatives is my father's sister which I called Che' Mah.She was really remarkable because on the day we arrived, her grandchild was with her and not to mentioned that she was exactly on her owned,who also succesfully cooped with a few mishaps on that few hours of nursing and had patiently stayed put although she herself was half blind.(p/s:The scar near her eyes and that misfortune happened nearly 3 years ago.) So we nearly had a fright too seeing her like that that day but anyway, we joined happily after everything had been clearly settled . The day was very adventurous and for me, it was worth something in my life. Who knows who will be out of life next day? Just to think about it now...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA.

The big day has arrived.I really feel happy within sadness hearing the call out of Takbir, Allahu Akbar Allah..hu Akbar Allahu Akbar!! As usuall it brings tears and a sharp points that pinch my heart! My sight suddenly blurred with the vission of years back...I really missed my dad! (Al-Fatihah) Yeup!I imagine hearing my own giggles and happiness having all the loves from family on this ocassion a long long time ago...beeing pampered,my wish was my dad's command and a whole lot incidents keep on rushing to my mind.But now my turn to giving back the lots to my kids.If it's not similar,just a bit like it...all right! Of course on this day everything looks bright with all the new preparations.Nevertheless,they brought happiness and satisfaction in the sense of celebrating...But did we know what's the best things to perform during this month of Syawal?Yes, we gathered and pray on the first early morning of Eid'l , we bind and ties the friendship in family,friends & relatives where within it the young ones would ask forgiveness from their elders and this is very essential, this is the minutes that adamantly squeeze my feelings, heaven knows what I'd done to hurt their feelings hem... then each paid a visit to those the loved and remembered.Secondly,we definately open our hands to guests and visitors who visit our homes on Hari Raya Puasa and ahaa....they expected to taste a wide variety of delicious cookies, ketupat, lontong, lemang and beef rendang, a spicy dish.I love em' all! Finally,we made it a day and restored in memory. Eid'l is a festival for Muslims so lets perform for the best, Happy Eid'l Fitr and MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!

Preparations!

Days do fly don't they...Nearly approaching new month & cud it a new celebration to forgo?As a mom surely it's so thrill & important to celebrate, a symbol of success having to refrain all the hunger ,misery and lots of obstructions that stand in the way,my family did it, we won! Hence,to get prepared is another thing to think of but my kids are adamant in getting ready with the coming Hari Raya.To them it's a new attire, a new belongings,new shoes,new painted house,new curtains as other neighbours & as a matter of fact,everything new.Yeap..I must do what parents should do eventually and definitely knowing the cost to pay and that could be compromise with them later.Ha..ha..the one that I pick is my decision, how's that for a start? Of course shopping is wonderful. It makes u feel the grip of an upper hand marching ur kids.The feelings of responsibility,loving,giving & representing something to ur family. In the end everybody had their own shares of satisfaction.Me as a mom and dad together with my kids yearning for perfections in family life!Hem, it's a beautifully sweet planning.A way to go at last!

The Best Ending days of Ramadhan.

The fasting month is nearly at it's end. How I wish once again I wud stand in the early days of Ramadhan. Every breath I take and each days I go through makes my heart wild with longing to have stop the time, dead on the track! Why, the times is too rocketing and beyond my perfect moments. Sometimes I fret about not having enough times to do everything that I like to do. Ramadhan is a very special month and we cud achieve so much more if we know what it really really means to pray..and fast for the whole perfect month.To know how much love and cares that have been given to muslims everywhere by Almighty Allah swt. To grab the strength and power that Allah bestowed on us and to those who had sacrificed their heavenly and resting nights just to perform the 'ibadah'. Just look back!We wud then regret the leasure,lazy and pending times that we'd spent for nothing; I mean nothing worth the seconds in Ramadhan. So for our's and of course for my own reminder,these few days ending should awaken our minds and eyes to the pleasure in performing ultimately our best 'ibadah'/prayers. DO GRAB FOR IT!

Merdeka! Malaysia Independence Day!

Merdeka! Merdeka! Merdeka! It's independence day of Malaysia,the National Day of 52nd year. What can I tell about this coming celebration that grandly taken by many devoted citizens.My day is taken by wild rainy season...I just sit staring at my TV watching the happenings march on.I love beeing Malaysian & of course had been thankful enough for this peaceful day. Our National Day,31st August...

A Memorable Day at Putrajaya.

Graduation Day.

• Time:09am-01pm
• Date: 17th August.
• Venue: Dewan De'Seri Endon Puspanitapur

At last Afiq had emerged on the path that I mostly proud to broadcast sincerely. He is stepping farther in the line of medic world to achieve success. There's a long way to his journey eventually. Now about the day... yes, we arrived safely of course but a bit late.His bro, Nizam accompany us at first but then we split coz he had work to be done.yeah..lots of people wearing much more elegant attires than before with proud faces staring down every corner we'd been . I was shown to no 25th table with 4 couples already seated.There's a time I'd instinctively shaded my tears seeing so much loves & sacrifices throughout the ceremony. During meal,I was given a helping hand from my newly acquintances,Roslina and Sabariah if I'm not mistaken. They were very understanding after we stole some times to have our women's chat. I like to admit for an errors here..maybe misunderstood or something...Somebody asked about driving from Penang, the times taken so I simply said 3 hours...but actually my mind is thinking about my previous home in Kuala Kangsar to KL.It's just that my mind in turmoil that time. No wonder he mention about calling some traffic cop to detain me somewhere in Penang.Cud I be such a reckless driver? Nobody can tell directly what my mind was leading into during that precious hours... sadness suddenly engulfed me! But nevertheless, I do felt proud of my son who willingly be the bearer of the hardworking & struggling days of studies at KMB. Thanks son for giving me this meaningful present!

Happy birthday Alanna!

Although it's already back dated news but she's my girl,my 7th kid precisely.We hadn't make a very big day for it but just having lunch at a selected restaurant actually, on her honour to choose.Not to have mention the youngest sister grumbling for not celebrating hers too. Hence, it takes time to explain anyway. Dear Alanna Shafiyyah, Just read this, .."Happy birthday, the 12th years of exciting and beautiful moments with U, dear... you'd add in lots n lots of an expansive mood in my life. I love U. So now be good & study harder for your coming UPSR. We all luv & always pray for ur success."-mom

Welcome Ramadhan...

There are many happy moments if your thoughts is about this coming fasting month. Ramadān is a time of reflecting and worshiping God. Everybody who is taking Islam as their way of life, surely awaits it with so much desires...So I'm longing to feel it again. I love the moments when preparing the break fast during noon, strolling and hurrying over the Pasar Ramadhan, perform ibadah during the quiet & peaceful midnight,get up before dawn to eat sahur, the pre-dawn meal, and spending the day feeling hunger and a sense of sharing it with all the muslims in t'world. The first word of delight among kids to perform this fasting ibadah is 'Niat Puasa' So I like to wish all the Muslims... Happy Fasting... and kindly grab whatever U can to perform ibadah as much as it is expected from U as a very humble person & as 'hamba' to God.

Death of Marwa Ali El-Sherbini .

I just heard and read the news today . Instinctively my tears cud't stop tearing out my heart & ache in growing pain for her. The man stabbed her! A three month pregnant Muslim woman. It was a cruelty and an insane act, not sorry to say! What's the most actual reason to such a crime?I think world is subjected to so many melancholy incidents these days, without pity,concern,awareness,kindness,humanity & etc. I really wanted to shout STOP to all these unwelcome upbringing news. So sad & heart broken due to myself for not doing anything...my unability to do something... So regret it happened this way and in the middle of great bond & friendship enclosed daily between nations,races & everybody. It really adds to my worry... God bless her, Marwa Ali El-Sherbini, Al-Fatihah.

My mind drifted years back...

This week finally ended with lots of written accomplished agenda. Gosh! Time do run fast thesedays onward compared to my old days. I do remember my past as a kid,the only things that we play are just playthings made by old folks & game activities that had been passed around generations by generations.We still treasure & used them to bind n furnish our friendship.Yes,we used to play hide-n-seek, police-n-thief,hulla-hoop,catch me tug,congkak(as shown in the attach photo) & etc.But still the most popular games are badminton & football. My mind drawn to the adventures part. There were many places I'd visited n I wish I cud desplay them all here.Yeah...but I found today an interesting sites so click me.

a Fb fan now!

Today, early Saturday morning and I got a few minutes to roam over my blogs. If everyone knows what a delightful things here...so much fun & joy and satisfaction to just write and type more..more..n more eventually. Oops..merely for writers I guess. Btw I'm still writing my manuscript(I reckon after this... approximately) and also still trying to wield my Diigo site... Am I talking to myself? This is great...let out my thoughts n share with the ones that hunger for closeness@familiarity. And also,yesterday someone urged me to sign in to Facebook..their wished granted. But I am what I am,just can't terminate writing and my rambling chat, once it's bulge out!

Gud News 4 me!

On 21st July is a memorable day 4 me coz my son got an offer fr PMC,Penang Medical College.He had been offered a place in the Foundation Year, the first year of a six-year medical programme that will be conducted at the PMC starting this September.Then he would be allocated to either the Royal College of Surgeons in Ireland or University College Dublin for the pre-clinical stage of the medical programme in Dublin. Let's hope for the best & a happy journey of success for him, amin.

Poem for you +songs

Seems this past few nights of deserting my blog had given me kinda of lovesick n sense of longing...So I start to read poems to enlighten my heart n link them with songs I desired..They can be a great songs to sing then... My Letters! all dead paper... (Sonnet 28) by Elizabeth Barrett Browning My letters! all dead paper, mute and white! And yet they seem alive and quivering Against my tremulous hands which loose the string And let them drop down on my knee tonight. This said—he wished to have me in his sight - Once, as a friend: this fixed a day in spring To come and touch my hand. . . a simple thing, Yes I wept for it—this . . . the paper's light. . . Said, Dear, I love thee; and I sank and quailed As if God's future thundered on my past. This said, I am thine—and so its ink has paled With lying at my heart that beat too fast. And this . . . 0 Love, thy words have ill availed If, what this said, I dared repeat at last! Yes, I loves poems n it brings back fresh memoirs when I was a student at my former Convent Girls School,Teluk Anson (now change to Teluk Intan),Perak. I do miss my best friend,Yati, Nuar & others..Hee you all..still remember me?

A Blessing
by James Wright
Just off the highway to Rochester, Minnesota, Twilight bounds softly forth on the grass. And the eyes of those two Indian ponies Darken with kindness. They have come gladly out of the willows To welcome my friend and me. -Careless Whisper(Michael Wham) We step over the barbed wire into the pasture Where they have been grazing all day, alone. They ripple tensely, they can hardly contain their happiness That we have come. They bow shyly as wet swans. They love each other.-Speak Softly love There is no loneliness like theirs (Andy Williams) At home once more, They begin munching the young tufts of spring in the darkness. I would like to hold the slenderer one in my arms, For she has walked over to me And nuzzled my left hand. She is black and white, - Black & White (Michael Jackson) Her mane falls wild on her forehead, And the light breeze moves me to caress her long ear -Hello That is delicate as the skin over a girl's wrist.(Lionel Richie) Suddenly I realize That if I stepped out of my body I would break Into blossom.

Surfing through internet....You got pump up directly.

Today,I look at my pin up scedule ...there's a long organise plan hanging.Unfinish project's proposal, a halfway written manuscript, articles for author's area....and all lined up etc. Firstly, of course finishing my tutorial notes on English -parts of speech,then complete tour over my presentations. Hope to post a few...later .Now I'm learning to make read more on my post. Haa...u know what? I had a leasure time surfing all the way around the world. What a remarkable place to plung in and a giant of sources. It makes me feel so enthusiastic n bewitched! By the way I stumble into an interesting article.... To former college students, something to look upon before flying abroad. Top tips for a safe and fun study abroad experience Hence, this goes to my son too who will be studying in Ireland, InsyaAllah

What a day!

Phew! What a day today.To housewives; it seems like a hit-and-run incident, bright shiny day will then change rapidly to rainy day... hanging clothes, outdoors scemes,onlooking goers, neighbours & outings will then have another pin up dockets. The weather is amazingly unpredictable nowadays. I love staying at home.There's a big long work to be done with...u know housework is infinitive,there's no end! This morning my infant was a late riser, surely a ten o'clock kiddo! Mumbling..asking for something to eat. I chased her to the bathroom and had her wind up. But then still smiling, gigling after a few jokes of mine.She's a darling little girl,my sweetheart. Having fun with her dayly is the most valued n cherished moment of my life! What does she know about life? I tell you, there's a lot...she learnt from movies,videos,handset,environment & songs.They taught her enormously... One day, Adlina: Mom, don't hang aroung the tv.It will suck u to death afterwards.I saw it in the movie last night. +: Don't worry about me. I'll survive coz I pray. Adlina: Love you mom. +: Love u too. Another day, Adlina: Mom, come we go to the shop.I'm hungry. +: You just had ur lunch . Adlina: No...(with a sullen face) +: Haa..don't bluff...tell me the truth. Adlina: Yes, really..not yet eating..( scowling at me) +: Nope, no more bluffing. Adlina: Brother Mahi bluff to me just now.He eats but he said not yet.(frowning at his brother) +: Maybe he had made a mistake.No more telling lies, okay. Adlina: Alright..I apologise mom.(She will come running & hug me) Love u mom. +: Luv u lovey.

a nerve racking moment...

Last night was a very hot spot minutes of waiting, for what? Ahaa...for my son's IB (International Baccalaureate) result. His college mates were rushing havocly chatting in the Facebook, speculating over the results, poking comically with each other in a friendly way but for me...the waiting is to the extend of mind wrenching, although as a student from KMB, (Kolej Mara Banting) my son didn't show any of his tormenting anxiety...alas!my eyes still keep on looking. 5..4..3..2..1.. the result was showing.Yes! He passed! Alhamdulillah...A medic student-to-be.. going abroad in this coming September, Insyaallah. Instinctively I hug him closed, feeling so peaceful & gratified.His result had quenched my thirst! This was what my late dad had waiting for, to look and feel the joy of success. One thing of beeing a mother, we always proud in all-going-doing or any accomplished errands of our kids.We hope for the best and it's alright. As mothers, our prayers & optimist thinking are the appends of a gud happening. What is IB? IB is The International Diploma Programme, a two-year curriculum leading to final examinations and a qualification that is welcomed by leading universities around the world.The programmes are available through 2,703 IB World Schools in 138 countries. IB program is also a very demanding academic course of studies which provides the best pre-university training available in the world today. The prestigious IB diploma is sought after by the finest universities in Britain, Canada and the United States of America. Maybe to a few parents out there, this programme is quite new & unnoticeable but I really hope many teachers would acknowledge this programme & will encourage as many students as possible to embark on the IB program starting today.Early starter is the best beginner!

My Times

• person: What's ur daily schedule?
• aulia: A lot, if I may say so.
• person: Name one.
• aulia: Taking care of my kids, and you know...it required intense concentration.
• person: Any hard times?
• aulia: Em...yes! Trying to let bygones be bygones and to put aside memories of the
• unfortunate series of mishaps ...they do dogged me sometimes.
• person: You're tough!
• aulia: Had to... for the sake of my kids & to survive.
• person: Any other errands?
• aulia: Yup! My blogs and writing and...bla...bla....

mind blowing...

They used to say if you can't go to the place n have a great holiday...just bring em' here to you... Yeah...after running ones life to the peak of boredom.. fatigued over nearly everythin', finally we had to wringle free sometimes...

Times running...

Just past midnight now n I'm so engross with my writing just now.What a life! Seems too fast..left everythi'n behind..once u engulf urself into work, thrown into a jumble of forge...nothing matters xcept for the perfection that awaits. Sometimes life looks so unreal to someone who had plunge into a spring of cool water.Too many obligations! Nevertheless, work is a responsibility that u had to burden with isn't it? Like a social force that binds you to the courses of action . "every right implies a responsibility; every opportunity, an obligation; every possession, a duty" It's me that keep on floating...as now I'm what I am! Wish everybody okay n gud luck for whatever post ur're abide by...Just take care!

Love in a Life Room after room, I hunt the house through We inhabit together. Heart, fear nothing, for, heart, thou shalt find her, Next time, herself!—not the trouble behind her Left in the curtain, the couch's perfume! As she brushed it, the cornice-wreath blossomed anew,— Yon looking-glass gleamed at the wave of her feather. Yet the day wears, And door succeeds door; I try the fresh fortune— Range the wide house from the wing to the centre. Still the same chance! she goes out as I enter. Spend my whole day in the quest,—who cares? But 'tis twilight, you see,—with such suites to explore, Such closets to search, such alcoves to importune!

But books are something! They mightbe tempting or boring! Start reading now! It can be addict too coz I do love reading...great!! Lots of individual out there make it a habit, saying,"I'll do it afterwards", or "It can wait!" Delay an action or task to a later time, what a waste and beware...... PROCASTINATION IS THE THIEF OF TIME!

Exam fever

Hem, what a tiresome act of preparations...test,exam & assessment... nearly fortnight sceme. Yeah...study is quite a serious activity but it is a must to students. You couldn't abandon or give up easily. It's such a responsibility that we had to put up with. Your goal & destiny depends on it! Teachers...yes they're tough. Had to strained their minds & spread their wings over so many assignment, but in conjunction with these job, whaa...culdn't complain. My class is one of the many workshop that parents do notice. Gosh, nowadays parents had open their eyes towards education.Thanks to that. Kids need a variety of attention. Schooling is one of them. ..Today, schools & colleges are not only the place to gain knowledge n wisdom. You can apply them anywhere, right?! So, about my students...wish they are brighter. Some are willingly grab the SAL(self access learning) and a few just hang on to my worksheets n handouts. By the way there are less who still needed a pump in method; you know what...learning outcomes gives everybody a light to learnt more & more, makes everyone excited to digg on. Nevertheless they also smack you down! So study smart! Keep up ur schedule in time! Spare ur events & hang on ur timetable! WISH U LUCK!

Now I beginning to have visitors n friends.

At first it scratch my heart as lonely to blog on & no fitbacks from tremendous bloggers n visitors out there! But then asssured... it really takes time. Hi.. I'm a fast lady in whatsever accomplished.Had to simmer down for awhile..got to learnt a lot here! It's only one month since I last beeing a toddler blogger...yearning for perfection.Searching n surfing throughout the web, between pages & archives.What a world of knowledge! By the way I'm not that ample...just enough to get me & my kids going..Alhamdulillah..due to my tuition class, I just plung in the streamyx & wow..really kicking!! Sometimes I just stumbled into websites which are so umph! I really envy them. Anyway thanks to my first followers n visitors. Please leave a comment if you kinda' feel like it though hem.. I do appreciate and take account on it. But aha..I do have a lot of commitment; to monitor my r/tangga ,supervise my loving kids with their needs & demands,classes,manuscript to cover, blogs to fly on, websites to ponder & surf,bills to attend & my nap/resting.( yeap... had to maintain our physical appearence.) Hence, I do begrudge on bloggers who had a really long duration nick of times.So much times to spare yet they still..??? er...whatever they're doing......Just think of it!

VISIT MY MOM

Really rushing back to my hometown last Saturday accompany by my 3 kids. Needless to say, 'Long time no see', keep on banging my head. I miss my mom n my sis. Had a quick happy reunion & a loving peck n....hurryng back again last night. Back to routine!Workaday again! FAMILY TIES DO US THINKING ON YESTERALL...DAYS & YEARS tHOSE MOMENTS BRING SMILES ON OUR FACE tHESE HAPPENINGS GIVE US SPOT TO WONDER EM's really somethi' ... piercing through this heARt oF mIne a rolling stones gather no mosses.... JUST be ME..to survive.. LIFE MUST GO ON....................!!!!!!? - aulia

Hectic Day Again!

Nearly dawn... had to close this page sooner or later. Must pen off but before that, firstly, wanted to post a scratch of notes down here. My class as usual; a group in the morning, one more in the evening & another following this night, I meant had already followed! Quite a rough day, drilling & undergo the critis & creative thinking skill, (that'd been rub off during yester holiday) to my 'bertuahnya... student" Meaning...kalau dolu-dolu, org tua kita selalu cakap 'bertuahnya anak' nk jauhkn diri dari menyebut dan mengharapkan yang tidak baik pada anak-anak sendiri tapi sekarang ni, mak ayah sedapnya cakap ini itu (cth: bodoh! jahat punya budak! lembap dll) Jangan ya...cakap yg positif je le okay! Aduh! kelas pun tak sempat nk kemas..!!!!??? APa YG SaYa Ajar? nanti le..besuk-besuk atau bila-bila saya jot down kat cni.... bye!

relax le! I'm Adlina Elisa - anak mak sayang...

Today I got an in-out student in my class. Ye laah cuti panjang...dah jadi habit cuti belajar. So yg lama absent datang balik, & yg rajin belajar ...hilang pulak! Ape-ape aje laah... cuma sayang, once we stop learning the mind will be wonder long towards giant compartment of spaces around us. Hence, a whole lot of handouts whch I prepared 4 them are ready to be used but aha...where are they? Firstday tuition, already in disjointed state. It makes me wonder too! I think We can have a break by looking at these act. Adlina in action!! Senyum sikit ye tak..!!

Midnight notes? It's really em..early morning now, ha..ha.. blogging like an addict eh? Nope! I'm having fun too. After this may be I am bz handling my kids, students & house chores...cud there's still time 4 blogging & finish up my manuscript..??!!? No one knows as the schoolday reopen back!Just hit it a day! Gud night! Cudn't write with a drowsymind n dopey eyes...//???*&%$#??!@#

Darwish Chuan & Danish Chuan b. Aizuddin Chuan ( my nephew)

Today is 14 Jun 2009... isn't it a special day 4 u? Not 4 u but it is 4 my daughter & younger sis. HAPPY BIRTHDAY darlings! I love you both n may live happily ever after n may GOD bless you in all ur progress. Sis, be gud to ur hubby eh..don't be naughty as not to alowd ur 2 sweet kids tailing along...Sabar...je laah... And oops sorry ye...insert gambo dalam post ni tak minta izin..sorry again. Mamanya MalaY dan Papanya Chinese = baby...so sweet...Happy Birthday To ur Mummy!

Tuan Hj Abdul Aziz Bin Mat Zain (Cikgu Zaini) MY LATE DAD. (Mom, be strong kay!) Sunday morning. Times is heading 4 the hills... You know as my mum always said, "Housechores cud never end anyway...if there's a family surely there's a whole lot mess to be swept away n sort out!" I'm a fulltime mum (xceptional when got class going...but still in the house!!) I 'm running a home based tuition in the living room( which doesn't exist at all) There 're 3 tables instead of luxury sofa(housewives gallantly boasting in their talks if I may say so...) spreading there, 1 row of my constituent component of teaching;a printer,5 piled up document-trays, PC & of course an array of unmark papers, really is an office!! But the probelm is..my PC & printer are busted! Not good 4 my biz eh..?What to do..class has to go on...thanks.. with the assist of my son's lappy. I love teaching and it is not an easy task to perform.You had to have a big heart! This all talking about teaching made my mind drifted onto somebody very speciall & dear to me...my dad, Cikgu Hj Abdul Aziz Bin Mat Zain. I'm thinking about my late dad..he's a great dad, teacher , instructor & a headmaster. Cud you all imagine for the past 30 years of serving as a teacher, he only had taken 3days leave...thus I was aghast when heard 4 the first time at a specially ceremony which held by the previous Menteri Besar Perak, 4 all his old n nearlly forgotten teachers at Grik in 2004. The award was given by the Perak Deputy MB that specific year. My dad had a grand standing ovation from all after hearing a little bit of his biography. Dear loving dad of mine!I really missed you..."Happy father's day dad!"

Gud morning to all, What's 4 breakfast? Just a quick sandwich & light coffee. Emm..a difficult task early morning today coz had to be stern with my kids. They wanted an xtra nap due to late night activities...yeah..I tried 2 be sporting n at the same time knowing the circumstances...go ahead! leaved them 4 about 15 min to settle my house chores & ahaa....no more leasurely n lazily landing!! Everybody up n square out..just straighten up!! So up they go n scaterred doing their so n so..whatever! I pop into my room..hemm..my darling youngest daughter is still snoring! Alahai..didn'n have a heart to wake her up! Now my morning duty... wind up! Here I am now, diving into my blog & files. Firstly, had to continue my search..I detected my intro chapter @writing@ 'Teguran Illahi' in www.penulisan2u.net- wow! I'd forgot all about it this few months lately. So, had to submit a few chapters more from the 5chapters that's been attained. And....another completed manuscript('Aku Terlupa') had been getin' eyeshot by adminstrator from Kaki Novel Alhamdulillah! ...hoping it turned out okay, Insyaallah!